Carinne Woodworth's Story: Life With Crohn's Disease
An estimated 1.6 million people -- 80,000 of those being children -- are living with Crohn’s Disease or Colitis in the United States today. That’s 1 in every 200 Americans! Inflammatory bowel disease (IBD)are debilitating, medically incurable diseases that attack the digestive system. Many patients experience numerous hospitalizations. About 23-45% of people with ulcerative colitis and up to 75% of people with Crohn’s disease will eventually require surgical intervention for their disease. Although considerable progress has been made in IBD research, the cause is not yet known, nor is there a cure.
Carinne Woodworth, PA-C is asking for your support as she “Takes Steps” to fight Crohn’s and Colitis!
Triangle Take Steps is a walk being held April 29 to raise awareness and money for research in the hopes of finding a cure. Your support can be achieved through well wishes and prayer, as well as financial support. Donations can be made directly to the The Crohn's & Colitis Foundation via Carinne’s Walk page. Or you can chose to join Carinne and her walking group, Carinne’s CUREageous CROHNies, for a fundraiser dinner at Diced Gourmet Salads & Wraps. Carinne has set a fundraising goal of $5000 and would love your support in reaching that milestone!
I knew at a very young age, 5 years old in fact, that I was going to go into the medical field. Twenty years later I completed my school to do just that. In 2009, I received my license to practice medicine as a Physician Assistant. I met my best friend, and now husband, five years prior, in 2004. We had our lives planned out. I was going to finish my schooling. We would move to North Carolina, get married and continue on our path to live our dreams with a few kids added to the mix later on. However everything changed the fall of 2011.
I can remember to this day laying on the gurney looking at the television screen of my colon during my colonoscopy. Unfortunately, the medication they had given me did not put me to sleep. I heard the doctor say, "yep, that is definitely Crohn’s." I began to cry.
I was officially diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease in Fall of 2011. I met with a few different doctors in the area to get additional opinions since nothing was working to make me feel better. I was put on many different medications, none of which were helping. I became increasingly ill. I was having difficulty functioning on a day-to-day basis. I remember getting IV fluids in between seeing patients while I was working in the ER just to function. My mom insisted I get another opinion and pushed me to go to Mayo Clinic. We were not sure how I could even get to Mayo from NC in my condition; a two hour flight was concerning. Once at Mayo, I was immediately seen by a doctor. Due to being so sick, I was admitted to the hospital. Shortly after, I was diagnosed with severe Crohn’s disease when just a few months earlier I had been diagnosed with mild to moderate Crohn’s disease. They immediately started me on an infusion that I would get every 8 weeks and a weekly injection. This allowed me to feel better for a very important event in my life - my marriage to my best friend, Chad in June of 2012.
After our wedding I began to get sicker. The doctors began a regimen of medications including pills, injections, and infusions trying to find just one that would put this awful disease into remission. No such, luck. I was prescribed all of the traditional medications and still no relief. The doctors discussed trying clinical trial medications, however this meant I would not be able to get pregnant for years. This was really was not an option in my mind. After many discussions with doctors and family I had my first surgery in 2014 to remove the most diseased part of my intestines. Although this helped my symptoms for a few months, my symptoms came back with a vengeance. I was once again put on high doses of steroids with other medication. We still could not get my Crohn’s under control. In Early 2015, my doctor recommended getting a temporary ileostomy and a colon resection to give my body time to heal. Reluctantly, I agreed to the surgery. But I had so many questions: How was I going to function with an ileostomy? Would I be able to do the same things? Would my husband still want to hug me? Would I ever feel pretty again? Unfortunately, I was so sick I did not have any other option…so surgery it was.
Surgery did not go as planned. My intestines were much more diseased than what the surgeons thought. One month later I went back into surgery to revise my ileostomy. This began the scariest time of my life. The next three months were spent in the hospital. I was in so much pain and was physically unable to eat. I remember the doctors, my mother, and husband just begging me to eat but I physically could not - it was not a matter of choice. I lost 80 pounds in 3 months. It is such a scary feeling knowing that you are literally wasting away and you have absolutely no control over it. The surgeons, doctors, and residents did not know what was happening either. Since they had no medical reason why this was happening they began to doubt me wondering if I was intentionally not eating. It was a very hopeless feeling knowing that the nurses and doctors were judging me, not believing my symptoms. During this time my mother was flying from Chicago to North Carolina multiple times to stay with me. I remember sobbing when she had to leave -- this meant I would be in the hospital all by myself, as my husband had to work and take care of our furry family at home.
After 3 months of wasting away, I was finally consulted by another surgeon at a different hospital. He initiated TPN (food through an IV) right away. This allowed me to get some key nutrients, which in turn allowed me to gain some strength and heal a little. Finally, I was able to leave the hospital and go home – even though I was still unable to eat and in a lot of pain. I remember how hard it was to just take a shower. It took over an hour due to sitting down multiple times because I was so tired and weak. I was still unable to work and sat at home 24 hours a day just waiting to get better. I struggled watching my husband work nine hours a day only to come home and take care of me and the dogs day in and day out. I couldn't help but think how much stress I was putting on him and that he would be better off with someone else, someone who was healthy, could enjoy life and could be a 50/50 partner. I was incredibly depressed.In October 2015, I was still unable to do much on my own. When my husband had to go out of town for work I flew to Chicago so my mother could take care of me. The night before my flight home to NC, I developed a 102 degree temperature and became very ill. My mother called the ambulance and I was admitted into the hospital for sepsis (infection in my blood stream) from my port. This turned out to be a blessing in disguise. After treating my infection they transferred me to Northwestern Hospital to be further evaluated for my Crohn's disease.
While at Northwestern I was consulted by Dr. Strong, one of the best Crohn’s surgeons in the nation. He was able to take me to the operating room in November 2015 to fix my ileostomy and take some more diseased intestine out. This was a huge success. After the surgery my mother and husband felt that it was best to stay in Chicago for 4 weeks while I healed. My mother was able to help me since I was still getting my food and fluids from an IV as well as giving myself IV antibiotics at home. I remember calling Chad daily the first week just sobbing, begging him to allow me to come home. I was so homesick.
Life with Crohn's Disease
2015 was a rough year for my family and I, to say the least, but I fought through it with the help of my extended family and friends. After numerous wound infections, port placements, PICC placements, an 80-pound weight loss, sepsis, bacteremia, septic emboli, TPN (nutrition from an IV), and over 100 days in the hospital, I can officially say I am on the road to recovery. I will always have Crohn's disease, but I am finding ways to manage it. This includes getting a 45-minute IV infusion monthly and taking injections weekly. My recent colonoscopy in January 2017 showed no disease in my intestine and mild disease in my esophagus and stomach. This was an improvement!
I am not a believer in the phrase "things happen for a reason." I do not believe that God gave me Crohn's disease and allowed me to suffer. I do believe though that He has given me the choice on how I handle the situation I was dealt. I chose to fight this head-on and to make the best of it. I have learned so many valuable lessons over the past few years but I think the biggest one is pretty easy - life is short and can change in a moment. So live it to the fullest. Chad and I have done just that in 2016. We were able to travel, deep sea fish, watch the Cubs play in Atlanta, see my sister play flute for the Thanksgiving Day Parade in Orlando, FL, and be with family and friends. We truly do not take life for granted anymore. We are once again living out our dreams and hope in the near future we can start a family.
I still do have an ileostomy and if given the choice in the future to reverse it I would decline. I am very proud of my stoma, whom I have named ‘Stella’. She has given me my life back. ‘Stella’ does not define who I am as a person; she is just a part of me.
I thank you for reading my story and would greatly appreciate any donation you are able to give. 100% will go directly to Crohn's and Ulcerative Colitis research. I hope one day we are able to eradicate this painful disease. My hope in the future is to work with young adults who are faced with the same life-changing event as I was - living with an ileostomy. While going through this experience I found that there is not enough support and education for new ileostomy patients. It is a very traumatic experience and something that is not spoken about openly. I want to educate others that there is life on the other side - you are able to do everything you did pre-ileostomy, you will feel pretty again, and your husband will definitely still hug you.
I would like to thank all my family and friends for their love and support on my journey. I personally want to thank my husband, Chad, and mother, Pam, who have been my biggest supports and have truly been my angels. I thank God for them every day. Thank you to my Dad and friends for the visits and support as well. I sincerely thank Generations Family Practice for being so supportive and holding my job while I was out most of 2015. I can honestly say I have the BEST work family! Thank you to Bob Sweet and Streamline Plumbing for supporting my husband while we were on this difficult journey. Lastly to all my friends and family for their prayers, good wishes, cards, and visits. I am truly blessed!